don’t mind me. just posting my feelings.
truth is i still miss you.
i miss all of you. i want you to show up at my doorstep in the middle of the night saying you can’t sleep because of me. i want you to leave a letter declaring your love for me. i want you to deliver the most beautiful bouquet of pink roses because you know i love them. only then will i be able to forgive you. after everything you put me through mentally and emotionally, i still want you.
memories last forever
i hate moments that make me remember you. i remember the last thing you told me. i remember the last time we saw each other before all of this happened and compare it to now when we see each other. if we see each other. it’s sick how once you lose interested, its only a matter of days that begin to reflect how you feel. one day you were my everything, but the next you were nothing but a stranger. it’s so hard having to unlearn you. having to unlearn how you made me feel. but that’s life i guess. you meet people who you thought were going to be in your life forever. the heartbreak isn’t forever. the people in your life don’t last forever. the memories and lessons do.
worst of all is that after all the hurt and tears, i still hope for the best. but i know that’s not going to happen. and i won’t allow it to happen too.
“If they don’t know you personally, don’t take it personally.”—
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